More personal stories:
Natalie's story: part 1
"
I was lost. I didn't know where I was going, what was happening
I did consciously think 'I'm scared' but I didn't see any way out. I felt
completely trapped. I absolutely hated using gear because of what it was
doing. I couldn't do anything. John controlled me and the heroin controlled
me and that was it."
Natalie's story: part 2
"I really didn't know that you got into bed and I was there one night
and I thought 'Well, what do you do? You must put your nighty on.' It'd
been so long since I'd done it. And so, I put my nighty on and I got in
bed and I thought 'Well what do you do now?' I was in bed and I thought
'Right, people set their alarms don't they?' so I did that and the feeling
was so strange, I hadn't done it for years."
Natalie's story: part 3
"But now I am so happy and that dream of adulthood is far better
than I ever imagined. I feel free and very fortunate. Most people who
come here are really shocked when they find out I'm a recovering heroin
addict."
David N's story
"If you can't give up smoking, definitely don't start taking heroin
because you'll never be able to stop taking heroin."
Debbie's story
" You feel like you're in this little bubble and nobody can burst
it but at the same time, you don't realise how much danger you're in.
Nobody ever told me that they'd been on it [heroin] for ten years so I
thought it was something like I've always done - picked up and put down
with the speed I could stop
It [heroin] was a completely new experience.
I didn't understand how serious it was."
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